from the beginning

I want to feel your heart
so I go as far as the great darkness
conflagration of planets, time passing, revolutions
terror, postcards
unspoken wishes
strange faces
searching for that unreal color
pain
breaking my own shadow

I am not afraid to live anymore
it is the season of questions
of beautiful lips
(hidden under temporary casts)
of cold-water eyes
and bubbling clouds

memory
creates itself from one musical note
word by word
all mirrors vanished
allow me to start from the very beginning
right here

you live here

you live here. say "hello" to life
Cleopatra is falling from the ceiling
(again)
Flipper's nose needs fixing
kitty is begging and begging
her wet eyes glued to the treat bag

how about the countless tomorrows?
somebody must be envious that we may reach that invisible line

I found myself descending the stairs
in the middle of the night
interrupting my most up-to-date dream
only to go
nowhere
as i usually do

nobody is asking me to certify
that this very moment exists
it can be found in my soft voice
(if i dare to utter a word)
or better yet
in your voice - a dot bursting out of page
changing everything. even the past.

and the moon so mysterious
so distant and pale
she's allowed to withdraw
at the end of the hour